Smiling the whole day!
Some people belief in long distance relationship, and some don't. I haven't gone through a long distance relationship before. So I don't really know.
I told my friends, Eddie and Tuty, that I came back from UK single and I go back to UK single too... But 2 weeks after my departure, I found my love and I don't anticipate it to be that fast. The ironic part of it is, my love is back in Malaysia while Im stucked here with this awfully crazy English weather!!.. And I guess that I fall in the catagory long distance relationship!.. (will get back onto it in a bit)
I've never loved or being loved back since my last break up 3 years ago. All the while, I was dating around, meeting new people all the time, going to clubs with Eddie and yea.. we didnt got hitched with anyone but we end up having fun Club hopping till wee morningss... If i DID fall in love, its either shes in love with someone else or just sees me as her friend!... To say the words, to let go my feeling to the one iM in Love now was kinda hard at first, but at the end... She loves me too!!...
Maybe I was scared of the rejection bit... but past experiences made the rejection feeling something that is normal...
Seriously... I was smiling the whole day!!...Happy...feeling that i could fly high up to the skies!!...knowing that my love is accepted!... Like the Malay saying " Cinta tak bertepuk sebelah tangan" .... I missed the feeling of being in love and and being loved back!.... And now I'm getting it again!...Damn....cant describe how happy i AM
So...I can say, my status now is Long distance relationship. And now...I have something to look forward to next year when i get back to Malaysia...
If you are reading this... i love you!... =)
I told my friends, Eddie and Tuty, that I came back from UK single and I go back to UK single too... But 2 weeks after my departure, I found my love and I don't anticipate it to be that fast. The ironic part of it is, my love is back in Malaysia while Im stucked here with this awfully crazy English weather!!.. And I guess that I fall in the catagory long distance relationship!.. (will get back onto it in a bit)
I've never loved or being loved back since my last break up 3 years ago. All the while, I was dating around, meeting new people all the time, going to clubs with Eddie and yea.. we didnt got hitched with anyone but we end up having fun Club hopping till wee morningss... If i DID fall in love, its either shes in love with someone else or just sees me as her friend!... To say the words, to let go my feeling to the one iM in Love now was kinda hard at first, but at the end... She loves me too!!...
Maybe I was scared of the rejection bit... but past experiences made the rejection feeling something that is normal...
Seriously... I was smiling the whole day!!...Happy...feeling that i could fly high up to the skies!!...knowing that my love is accepted!... Like the Malay saying " Cinta tak bertepuk sebelah tangan" .... I missed the feeling of being in love and and being loved back!.... And now I'm getting it again!...Damn....cant describe how happy i AM
So...I can say, my status now is Long distance relationship. And now...I have something to look forward to next year when i get back to Malaysia...
If you are reading this... i love you!... =)
2 Comments:
thanks man!!...
huRhuRhuR...HurHurHur...
eVerybOdy siNg.. foR his a joLLy gUd feLLow..lalalala.. =P
coNgraTz daN!
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